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How my spiritual Awakening ‘started’...

The past 5 years or so, I’ve been going th

When I started on this journey, I was struggling with my feelings and trying to make sense of them. I was not always the person I am today. I have done wrong to people, and acted out of a place of inner emptiness. Then one day, I made a personal decision to change. If you know me personally, You’d know I was in & out of trouble all through high school. I liked the bad boys. I had an entitled attitude. I grew up through a divorced family. I partied. I stole. I would hurt people on purpose. Then I realized, hurt people hurt people. All along I was hurting inside, and it was up to me to heal my wounds. So, where did I start? I spent hours digging deep inside my psyche and doing shadow work. I tore into my deepest wounds and asked myself Why? First it started with a decision, a decision where I decided I didn’t want to be the person I was before. I tried to mend my relationships, apologize where it was needed, and make peace with my karma. I realized that ultimately, I was in charge of my reality, and I was going to receive what I put in. There was going to be certain things I can’t change, but I realized I could change the way that I reacted to certain things. If i made better decisions, better things would show up in my life. I unfollowed people that didn’t support the life I was trying to create for myself. I started following accounts that were positive & showed ways to manifest your desires and heal yourself. I started using guided meditations on YouTube to help me with my confidence. I spent hours digging deep inside my psyche. Guided meditations literally changed my life. Try typing ‘Guided meditations for sleep’ or ‘morning guided meditations’ into your YouTube search. Experiment with them Meditations eventually led me to Binaural Beats. Binaural beats are a form of soun